Why I still can't stop the tears when I speak about it? I can't even properly explain why do I cry - I guess it's the mixture of everything together.
Today was weird - after this morning session I felt so much and so strongly again like all these months didn't happen. I feel like my new shrink sees much deeper and understands me better - I like what we spoke about and what might be the real questions to ask. At the end of the day, there is no better to do some 'digging' than now.
And then it hit me in the afternoon - all the sadness that I felt, all the warmth that I missed - but that's ok, it's better to feel it than to feel nothing at all.
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