wednesday

 Some days (like today) I wish just didn't happen. Somehow I just want to put them on a quick rewind but instead, time goes by slowly and even 'sticky'. 

Can I be in the office wearing sunglasses all day? It's easier, it helps to avoid questions.

The feeling of emptiness is very strong. Other feelings are stronger but what's the point of feeling them? 

I know that compared to many other people in the world I can't complain. But it doesn't really help me feel less broken, hurt, sad, and alone. 

I try to block all these memories and thoughts that constantly show up uninvited in my head.

I'm so tired.

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