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Hey there,

I was thinking about leaving a note here for quite some time but just couldn't find time to do so. So many things have changed in the last few weeks, I don't know if it makes sense to keep track even. 

Last week was hectic, with waiting in the ER, then waiting in a regular hospital room and then waiting again. Good news is that everyone is back to being healthy and nothing serious happened. I'd also love to think that there is more good news coming out of this one but I have a feeling that I might be wrong again. 

The human mind is a very powerful but also very unknown and uncertain thing. Add to this emotional baggage and complications and have fun! 

I knew know it won't be easy. I just want to get some hints on how to react, what's the right thing to do and what's there on the other side. Well, maybe I'm asking for too much. Maybe I'm just too much

And you feel like you're working on it, investing in it, planning, hoping for happiness and...