There is something hypnotizing in walking around the busy city: my new form of meditation after *** session is to walk for 40min with a short break on a bridge above the busy highway full of cars stuck in the traffic on the way home. So many people thinking about their own problems, having their own dilemmas and jokes is a good reminder of the perspective, context and scale.
Listening to “your top songs of 2020” and staring at these countless lights and flashing colors, my mind started wandering around and analyzing what exactly I was missing last night. It was so good in theory, but in reality I more value the interest in me, my mind, and soul than in my looks and smile.
Suddenly, I could feel that hole inside that I so strongly was hoping to fill. What are YOU thinking about? I’ll try not to overthink and just enjoy it.
....and my top song of 2020 is.. how ironic.
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