going through

...Did it even happen with me? In this life? 

Going last night through my phone, It felt so weird. I couldn’t believe that this happened with me, that I lived there and then, having all these moments - from the apartment and picking curtains to hospital, travels, talking, cooking and so much more. If all of this really happened, how can we be here now? 

Love Life is a crazy thing. 

Then I remember that all the same issues were there all the time and nothing really could help it, whatever I tried. 

 "You don't care enough"